Saturday, March 06, 2004 DeaRiEs... I wonder how I ever made it through the day... how did I settle for a world in shades of gray... When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same ... And you don't know how... And I looked into your eyes... With the world stretched out in front of me and I realized I never lived before your love... I never felt before your touch... I never needed anyone to make me feel alive... But then again, I wasn't really living... You gave me the confidence to Start afresh... and as days went by...i'm starting to fall in love with you... you took my heart away with you...i can't hide my feelings towards you... oh well~all i can say is "I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU" ----*DoN'T Go GurL----*

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Friday, February 27, 2004 DeaRiEs... I wonder how I ever made it through the day... how did I settle for a world in shades of gray... When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same ... And you don't know how... And I looked into your eyes... With the world stretched out in front of me and I realized I never lived before your love... I never felt before your touch... I never needed anyone to make me feel alive... But then again, I wasn't really living... You gave me the confidence to Start afresh... and as days went by...i'm starting to fall in love with you... you took my heart away with you...i can't hide my feelings towards you... oh well~all i can say is "I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU" ----*DoN'T Go GurL----*

shall have a proper update today.....hmm......... we had investiture yesterday......was kinda bored overall!!!!!!!ha!!ha!! everyday is sooooo bored!!!some of my Npcc frenz had gone for camp at pulau ubin........haiz~...envy them!!!!!!!!!!!!!! today...the 'O' level results are out......some ppl might be crying....or very happie now.............i wonder where will my brother go to????no need to say.....surely ITE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!wadeva~~~~ i know i'll go to ITE nxt time...........ha............ sianz.........sianz..........there's girl guides tml.......sooooo damn idiotic lor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haiz......wanna absent leh............... -_-''' really duno wad to update already..............very sleepy now............wanna take 40 winks............then reply my frenz their letters.......gosh!!!so many!!!!i'm lazy to write.....ha!!!! :D bye guys!!take care!!love u all............ till then................. caught in the middle!!!!!!

Thursday, February 26, 2004 DeaRiEs... I wonder how I ever made it through the day... how did I settle for a world in shades of gray... When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same ... And you don't know how... And I looked into your eyes... With the world stretched out in front of me and I realized I never lived before your love... I never felt before your touch... I never needed anyone to make me feel alive... But then again, I wasn't really living... You gave me the confidence to Start afresh... and as days went by...i'm starting to fall in love with you... you took my heart away with you...i can't hide my feelings towards you... oh well~all i can say is "I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU" ----*DoN'T Go GurL----*

I'm Caught in the middle!!!!!!!

Saturday, February 21, 2004 DeaRiEs... I wonder how I ever made it through the day... how did I settle for a world in shades of gray... When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same ... And you don't know how... And I looked into your eyes... With the world stretched out in front of me and I realized I never lived before your love... I never felt before your touch... I never needed anyone to make me feel alive... But then again, I wasn't really living... You gave me the confidence to Start afresh... and as days went by...i'm starting to fall in love with you... you took my heart away with you...i can't hide my feelings towards you... oh well~all i can say is "I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU" ----*DoN'T Go GurL----*

Gareth Gates - Say It Isn't So Skies are dark, it's time for rain Final call, you board the train Heading for tomorrow I wave goodbye to yesterdays Wipe the tears, you hide your face Blinded by the sorrow How can I be smiling like before When baby you don't love me anymore Say it isn't so Tell me you're not leaving Say you've changed your mind now That I am only dreaming That this is not goodbye This is starting over If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go So say it isn't so Tempt to find, at least we've tried We're still alive with hope this time As they closed the door behind you We're so close and times are still Shake the ground beneath the wheels As I wish I'd never found you How can I be smiling when you're gone Will I be strong enough to carry on Say it isn't so Tell me you're not leaving Say you've changed your mind now That I am only dreaming That this is not goodbye This is starting over Say I'm not wide awake If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go So say it isn't so Miles and miles to go Before I can sail, Before I can nail my love for you to sleep Oh darling oh I got miles and miles to go Before anyone will ever hear me laugh again Say it isn't so Tell me you're not leaving Say you've changed your mind now That I am only dreaming That this is not goodbye This is starting over Say I'm not wide awake If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go So say it isn't so.. Say you've changed your mind now That I am only dreaming That this is not goodbye This is starting over Say I'm not wide awake If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go So say it isn't so If you wanna know, I don't wanna let go So say it isn't so

DeaRiEs... I wonder how I ever made it through the day... how did I settle for a world in shades of gray... When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same ... And you don't know how... And I looked into your eyes... With the world stretched out in front of me and I realized I never lived before your love... I never felt before your touch... I never needed anyone to make me feel alive... But then again, I wasn't really living... You gave me the confidence to Start afresh... and as days went by...i'm starting to fall in love with you... you took my heart away with you...i can't hide my feelings towards you... oh well~all i can say is "I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU" ----*DoN'T Go GurL----*

you've left me out there helpless I wish someone'd put a bullet in my head And an arrow thru my heart So I'll never think again And I'll never fall apart All this hurt inside of me Coupled with pain and sorrow Never know how I get through the nights Till the next tomorrow Everyday I see you You seem to be alright But then when you see me It seems you turn and hide So, Why? What's going on? Why won't you look at me? What have I done wrong? Maybe I shouldn't have asked you that question that day Shouldn't have called you that night Maybe I should have left things the way they were And we'd be just alright Today I saw you there in class But like yesterday you turned away Is it me? Is it the things I say? If it's not then Why? What's going on? Why won't you look at me? What have I done wrong? I saw you hurt yourself today And my heart bled just for you I wish I could heal your aching wound But girl will you let me through? All these quixotic feelings of mine Just wanna put 'em all behind Tell me, Why? What's going on? Why won't you look at me? What have I done wrong? They say 'There's a danger in loving somebody too much' I say 'That's so true' Cos I fell in love once before baby, Yes, I fell in love with you Please tell me girl, Tell me my mistakes Cos if it's to make you happy, I'll do just about whatever it takes I still wanna know, Why? What's going on? Why won't you look at me? What have I done wrong? Won't you tell me girl Why What's going on Why you won't look at me And what I have done wrong...

DeaRiEs... I wonder how I ever made it through the day... how did I settle for a world in shades of gray... When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same ... And you don't know how... And I looked into your eyes... With the world stretched out in front of me and I realized I never lived before your love... I never felt before your touch... I never needed anyone to make me feel alive... But then again, I wasn't really living... You gave me the confidence to Start afresh... and as days went by...i'm starting to fall in love with you... you took my heart away with you...i can't hide my feelings towards you... oh well~all i can say is "I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU" ----*DoN'T Go GurL----*

Will I always be there for you? When you need someone, Will I be that one you need? Will I do all my best to, to protect you? When the tears get near your eyes Will I be the one that's by your side? Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night? Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light? I promise, I promise I promise I will Will I take tender care of you? Take your darkest night and make it bright for you Will I be there to make you strong and to lean on? When this world has turned so cold Will I be the one that's there to hold? Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night? Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light? I promise, I promise I promise I will Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night? Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light? I promise, I promise I promise I will Yeah And I love you more every day And nothing will take that love away When you need someone I promise I'll be there for you (there for you) I promise Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night? Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light? I promise, I promise I promise I will And I promise (and I promise) I promise (oh I promise you) I will be there when you call me (when you call me) I promise (I promise) I promise I will -=-[I m thinking of you

DeaRiEs... I wonder how I ever made it through the day... how did I settle for a world in shades of gray... When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same ... And you don't know how... And I looked into your eyes... With the world stretched out in front of me and I realized I never lived before your love... I never felt before your touch... I never needed anyone to make me feel alive... But then again, I wasn't really living... You gave me the confidence to Start afresh... and as days went by...i'm starting to fall in love with you... you took my heart away with you...i can't hide my feelings towards you... oh well~all i can say is "I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU" ----*DoN'T Go GurL----*

Hi ppl!! i'm back to update!! got back 3 papers..math ..geo..and chinese...out of 3...failed 2......am damn dissappointed!!!!!!!!!!!! =( didn't fail math b4.....but now....=( geog....very dissappointed too....did very badly though i studied a little......i studied for my math.....yet i failed........oh well........my parents scolded me..........i'm gonna be dead if i fail more subjects!!!!!!!!my parents dun even understand that the paper is tough.....i said many ppl failed too......they say dun compare ur results wif others....wad the fuck lor.............yesterday my bro find fault wif me........they we fought...........obviously i lost....he's much taller.....and wads more he's a guy.........ha.........i slap my bro.....and he beat me....wadeva~had a huge fight wif him.........i was lyk in a bad mood and he find fault............then my mum punished me!!!!!!stupid freak!!!!!!!! SCREWED FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCK THEM ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! _+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_+_ today was damn enjoying!!!!!!!!!!!!had hell loads of fun !!!!!!!we went to indoor stadium............cheered!!!!ha............i was lyk yelling away and cheering too!!!!!!!hehex...........if i comfortable ............i'll cheer!!!!! :D...........hehex...........i reached home abt 6pm plus!!!!!!!!!!so damn late lor.....wad damn tired!!!!!!!!!!!!! yesterday we wore our G.G the whole day......damn fucking hot.........ppl look at us in a weird way...............so damn embarrassed...............wore the hat too..........some of my frenz ask me tis "maylene!!!how many days u've left".......i was lyk huh?!?!?!ha....look like a cancer patient!!!!!!!!hahahahahaha............ shit!!!!me...val soh and yanni surely kena scolding from our tuition teacher!!!!!!!!!wadeva~............... I HATE LIFE IN SEC 2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!sux big time!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so sacred to know my results...........i'm afraid !!!!!! god!!plz keep mi chill!!!!!!!! i surely gonna fail alot of subjects!!!!!! i'm gonna get it tis time!!!!!!! i've slacken!!!!!!!!and [she] improved god damn much!!!!!!!!! i'm so jealous of her!!!!!!! wonder y she's such a hypocrite!!!!!!!!!!!!!hate her to the core!!!!!!!!alwaex act !!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want her life to be miserable!!!!!!!!!!! why did she deceived every1 !!!!!!!!! and alwaex tok bad abt ppl !!!!!!!!!! shall end here......bye guys!!!!!!! i've fallen in love wif u !!!!! u stop my heart away wif you!!!!!!! everything seems soooo dull w/o seeing you each day!!!!!!!!------*

Sunday, February 15, 2004 DeaRiEs... I wonder how I ever made it through the day... how did I settle for a world in shades of gray... When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same ... And you don't know how... And I looked into your eyes... With the world stretched out in front of me and I realized I never lived before your love... I never felt before your touch... I never needed anyone to make me feel alive... But then again, I wasn't really living... You gave me the confidence to Start afresh... and as days went by...i'm starting to fall in love with you... you took my heart away with you...i can't hide my feelings towards you... oh well~all i can say is "I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU" ----*DoN'T Go GurL----*

WaD CaN I sAy....GooDbYe..... I can see the pain living in your eyes And I know how hard you try You deserve to have so much more I can feel your heart and I sympathize And I'll never criticize All you've ever meant to my life You deserve the chance at the kind of love I'm sure I'm not worthy of Losing you is painful to me I don't want to let you down I don't want to lead you on I don't want to hold you back From where you might belong You would never ask me why My heart is so disguised I just can't live a lie anymore I would rather hurt myself Than to ever make you cry There's nothing left to say, but goodbye

Saturday, February 14, 2004 DeaRiEs... I wonder how I ever made it through the day... how did I settle for a world in shades of gray... When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same ... And you don't know how... And I looked into your eyes... With the world stretched out in front of me and I realized I never lived before your love... I never felt before your touch... I never needed anyone to make me feel alive... But then again, I wasn't really living... You gave me the confidence to Start afresh... and as days went by...i'm starting to fall in love with you... you took my heart away with you...i can't hide my feelings towards you... oh well~all i can say is "I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU" ----*DoN'T Go GurL----*

Hey guys!! Happy valentine's Day!!! geog and math sux big time!!!! wad's more both are on the same day!!!hate it man.....practically...i'm gonna fail all my subjects!!!!it's like....the mapwork i duno !!!didn't even do....sect C is worst!!!!!nath...hmm so-so........haiz......fail!!fail!!!!mon is chi and Lit!!!!!gonna fail too!!!!!!!science ...no need to say!!!!! u guys same class as me should know y......haiz.......i'm gonna get whole loads of hell when i get back my CTs papers..........all red marks!!! all scored 0000000000!!!!!!wad the fuck!!!! exams are really freaking me......makes me dun wanna study nor be present in sch !!!!!! worst still!!!! lot of stress and pressure works!!!!CTs/....EXAMS SUX BIG TIME!!!!!!!!! today....guides....wan kinda fun.........ha........wore full guides uniform.........soooo embarrassing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! okok......shall end here...........buaix do i love you or do i hate you

Thursday, February 12, 2004 DeaRiEs... I wonder how I ever made it through the day... how did I settle for a world in shades of gray... When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same ... And you don't know how... And I looked into your eyes... With the world stretched out in front of me and I realized I never lived before your love... I never felt before your touch... I never needed anyone to make me feel alive... But then again, I wasn't really living... You gave me the confidence to Start afresh... and as days went by...i'm starting to fall in love with you... you took my heart away with you...i can't hide my feelings towards you... oh well~all i can say is "I'M DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH YOU" ----*DoN'T Go GurL----*

Exams sux!!!!!!! Had History test today!!!! oh god!!!! i flung that paper.......haiz....sect C and D was like damn tough lor!!!!!!!!didn't even do that quest!!!!!!haiz.........oh well.....didn't do sect c & D ..so use that time to think the consequences and how am i gonna deal wif it.......i told my self that.........i'll treat it as a lesson.......shall do very well the nxt time round.........actions speak louder than words.........i really dun wanna do badly......but juz can't help it.......everything doesn't seems to store in my mind!!!! hate it man!!!! as for eng......i'm quite satisfied wif it.....wrote 445 words..hehex.......met that MRS LIM POH YIN EXPECTATION LAH!!!!! wad the fuck lor!!!yesterday kana scolded by her then i cried.......was like........i merely laugh at something oso cannot meh!!!!!! without laughter......the world would be damn boring lor!!!!!!!!!!!! then she scold me say "maylene......u better be careful"...........everytime pick on me to ans quest!!!hate it man!!!!!!i duno the ans......oso kana scolding from her!!!!wad the fuck lor.......... hate all my teachers!!!! think she got physcological problem.......hahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!soooooooo damn angrie!!!!!!!!! tml got math and geog........both subjects so hard de!!!!!! i mati liao larhx!!!!! ah!!! i know wad i wanna be nxt time liao....hmm......be a councilor....physcologist!!!!yeah!!!! i wanna be a councilor!!!!!! study hard ppl!!!!tc!!! fuck the world upside down!!!!!!! -angry-